{"product_id":"the-double-dutch-fuss-a-memoir","title":"The Double Dutch Fuss: A Memoir","description":"\n\u003ctable align=\"center\" border=\"0\" cellpadding=\"2\" cellspacing=\"0\" width=\"100%\"\u003e\n\u003ctr\u003e\n\u003ctd class=\"productDetailSmallElements\"\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eReview Quotes\u003c\/strong\u003e:\u003cbr\u003e\n\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eWhen wielded responsibly, humor can heal and also educate. Phill exhibits this ability with great profundity as he shows us how fathers shape us even when they don't know how to love us well. - \u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003eRoy Wood Jr., author of The Man of Many Fathers\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eI knew Phil Branch as a young man with dreams and fears, with questions about who he was and who he was becoming. To witness his journey, to see him claim his voice, his truth, and his power is nothing short of extraordinary. \u003ci\u003eThe Double Dutch Fuss\u003c\/i\u003e stands as a testament to courage, growth, and the healing power of storytelling. - \u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003eSheryl Lee Ralph, actress and author\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cb\u003eUnflinching and compassionate in equal measure, Branch's moving autobiography probes the fragile process of forgiveness and the enduring ties between fathers and sons. It's a resonant story of reconciliation and self-acceptance. \u003c\/b\u003e - \u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003ePublisher's Weekly\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003ci\u003eBranch's storytelling background is infused throughout his debut memoir. Each chapter flows seamlessly into the next as he recounts feelings of loneliness and frustration while pretending. Branch also discusses his complex relationship with his estranged father, who left the family when the author was 14. Moments of joy with his father are rare, but when they come, Branch's happiness shines on the page. Verdict: Branch's coming of age and family dynamics intertwine toward a commendable conclusion. Fans of similarly themed book club-worthy nonfiction, such as Edgar Gomez's High-Risk Homosexual, will snatch this up.\u003c\/i\u003e - \u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003eLibrary Journal (Starred Review)\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\"Raw, honest, heartbreaking, and laugh-out-loud funny--\u003cem\u003eThe Double Dutch Fuss\u003c\/em\u003e will inspire and uplift. In these times when hope feels fragile, it delivers the encouragement we all need: No matter how difficult the journey, our dreams are always attainable.\" - \u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003eBernice L. McFadden, author of Firstborn Girls\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003ePhill Branch generously and warmly welcomes us into the world of his childhood and young adulthood full of seismic shifts and heartbreak but also self-discovery and victory, all served with a side of his signature humor and hope. It's a celebration of hard-won battles, the ones we have with expressing who we are in full. - \u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003eSuzanne Rust, Curator at The Moth\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eIn this unflinchingly vulnerable memoir, Phill Branch traces a path toward self-authorship, learning to live on his own terms--a piercing, beautifully written meditation on masculinity in America, on the expectations we inherit, the roles we perform, and the quiet courage it takes to refuse them. - \u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003eRobert James Russell, author of Hard Body\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003ePhill Branch's debut memoir, \u003ci\u003eThe Double Dutch Fuss, \u003c\/i\u003eis brave, painful, heartwarming, and a testament to the resilience of the human spirit. Written with passion, hard truths, humor and vulnerability, Branch's coming-of-age narrative is a story long overdue to be told. - \u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003eDonna Hill, author Confessions in B-Flat and Nola and Baldwin\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eProfessional storyteller Branch puts his skills to good use in this thoughtful memoir, which takes its title from a climacteric childhood memory--namely, his father's revulsion in the boy's jumping rope with girls in the schoolyard....Childhood verges into adolescence and adulthood, marked by self-discovery: of his fears, of his sexuality, of how to negotiate a household where silence reigned--\"all silence unless it was shouting.\" In a wonderful moment, when he decides to come out to friends, their responses range from \"That's it?\" to \"Congratulations!\" to \"I don't give a fuck\"--proof that the anticipation is all too often much worse than the reality.... A well-crafted coming of age story marked by constant trials--but, happily, success as well. - \u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003eKirkus\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003ePublisher Marketing\u003c\/strong\u003e:\u003cbr\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eIn this raw and lyrical memoir as rich and insightful as \u003cem\u003eHow to Say Babylon\u003c\/em\u003e and as vulnerable and provocative as \u003cem\u003eHeavy, \u003c\/em\u003e an Emmy Award-winning director chronicles his struggle to break free from--and live outside of--the prescribed paradigms of Blackness and masculinity that shaped him.\u003c\/strong\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eLong before every moment of our lives was tracked by technology, Phill Branch was under surveillance. His father was a football-playing, weed-smoking, Army vet--the guy men wanted to be around, and women loved. Phill was different. His father treated him as if he were defective and continually searched for proof to support this belief. Phill paid greatly for his failures at boyhood, especially when he was caught playing jump rope with girls. This taught him there were standards to be met, codes that were not to be violated, and strict punishment for any deviation from a Black man's assigned position in the world.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eIn this poignant, illuminating personal narrative, Branch reckons with the patriarchy and tradition of these social structures in Black America, their legacy, and how they molded and silenced him. Taking us from Newark, New Jersey, to Los Angeles, California, Branch writes unflinchingly about growing up as the queer black son of a complicated and often absent father with rigid ideas of masculinity. From early inappropriate relationships with men twice his age, to his successful rebranding at Hampton University, to the dichotomy of Hollywood--living in a world of wealthy celebrities while struggling to survive as a writer--Branch navigates his complex emotions surrounding success, perceptions of manhood, and ultimately his father.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cem\u003eThe Double Dutch Fuss\u003c\/em\u003e recounts growing up under the heavy burden of expectation--to be a boy, to be Black, and to be queer in ways that conform to rigid, often unforgiving norms. It is about the knotted path of becoming, while navigating the always-present fear of emotional and physical violence, and the threat of isolation for simply being who you are. Branch explores the cosmic pull between fathers and sons, and how healing wounds can open a pathway toward freedom and wholeness. His is an insightful and surprisingly humorous reflection on identity, masculinity, and the quiet, radical act of choosing to exist on your own terms.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\n\n\u003cp\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eReview Citations:\u003c\/strong\u003e\n\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cul\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\n\u003cspan class=\"italic\"\u003eLibrary Journal\u003c\/span\u003e 04\/01\/2026 pg. 75 (EAN 9780063384934, Hardcover) - *Starred Review\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\n\u003cspan class=\"italic\"\u003ePublishers Weekly\u003c\/span\u003e 04\/06\/2026 (EAN 9780063384934, Hardcover)\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\n\u003cspan class=\"italic\"\u003eKirkus Reviews\u003c\/span\u003e 06\/01\/2026 (EAN 9780063384934, Hardcover)\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003c\/ul\u003e\n\n\u003cbr\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eContributor Bio:\u003c\/strong\u003eBranch, Phill\u003cbr\u003e\n\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003ePhill Branch\u003c\/strong\u003e is a writer, live performance storyteller, and regional Emmy Award-winning filmmaker. He is a 2025 recipient of the Maryland State Arts Council's Creativity Grant and received the Council's highest honor, the Individual Artist Award, for Theater (Solo Performance) in 2019. He was the GrandSLAM Champion of The Moth in D.C. in 2018 and has since traveled all over the country and overseas to tell stories with the organization. Branch was a 2014 Lambda Literary Nonfiction Emerging Voices Fellow and is the founder and Creative Director of Baltimore Story Fest, a showcase for live, personal storytelling. An alumnus of the American Film Institute, Branch has an MFA in Screenwriting. He earned his BA in Mass Media Arts at Hampton University and later returned as a professor in the English department to teach writing and develop the Film Studies program. 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